IC; musical discussion and double date with Kurt, Blaine, and Emily

[burgercraving]

[there are drinks lined up over the bar, but they're all virgin, for the sake of remaining sober during this discussion. Santana is rested up on the end furthest away from Emily with her eyes on Kurt, as she's looking at him with an indication of "get on with it." even though they've only been set up for two minutes, she's already growing impatient. like most times of the day, it's not difficult to find themselves alone in the bar, either. so it goes]

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[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[yeah, like. for a while at least. but eventually they probably have to stop I assume. though stopping means having to form some words or something]

...

[in a minute maybe]

[burgercraving]

... I'm really ...

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[...after a few seconds, she shifts awkwardly]

We should probably talk about that.

[briefly considers having another drink]

[burgercraving]

... I'm really sick of talking.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

Okay. Then what do you want to do?

[burgercraving]

Let's just sit.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

...we can do that.

[sits back on the couch]

[burgercraving]

[half drapes on her, face buried into Emily's neck]

Tell me why the fuck you want this.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[puts an arm around her]

Because... you're a good person, when you want to be, Santana. And sometimes when you don't mean to be. You're passionate and... kind of bossy, and the things you care about, you care about so much. I like seeing that. Plus, you get me to do things I wouldn't on my own. Things I wouldn't even think of actually, but that I'm so glad you did. I just really enjoy being around you... when you'll let me enjoy it.

[burgercraving]

And I make you feel fucking dirty. Or did you forget that?

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

You don't make me feel dirty. And neither does kissing you. That was the problem.

I didn't like the way that things were happening, and I didn't want that feeling to have anything to do with you.

[burgercraving]

That's who I am!

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

I don't believe that.

[burgercraving]

...

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

I'm just saying it wasn't like today. It felt like you did it for... some other reason. Not because you wanted to.

It's something you did, but that doesn't mean it's who you are.

[burgercraving]

[... crying ...]

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[pulls her in and strokes her hair]

[burgercraving]

...

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[just going to keep doing that then :(] It's okay... Everything will be okay.

[burgercraving]

Ugh, I hate when people say that.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

Sorry.

[burgercraving]

[breathes out shakily and then kisses her, closed mouth for now]

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[returns the kiss gently, touching her cheek

P.S. I'm sure Blaine appreciates getting his new furniture christened with lady cooties]

[thegreateststar]

[slowly walking up the stairs, lifting his head to see them kissing on Blaine's things.































walking the rest of the way up and like, re-thinking the whole matchmaking plan]

Ladies.

[burgercraving]

—Go away, Kurt