IC; musical discussion and double date with Kurt, Blaine, and Emily

[burgercraving]

[there are drinks lined up over the bar, but they're all virgin, for the sake of remaining sober during this discussion. Santana is rested up on the end furthest away from Emily with her eyes on Kurt, as she's looking at him with an indication of "get on with it." even though they've only been set up for two minutes, she's already growing impatient. like most times of the day, it's not difficult to find themselves alone in the bar, either. so it goes]

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[burgercraving]

[dips in and turns her head, and after a frustrated sound comes out of her mouth, she pulls Emily's hair out of the way to rest on her back. she kisses her ear, with her teeth biting down lightly on the lobe]

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[makes a surprised little "oh" sound and turns into the touch just a bit without really thinking about it]

[burgercraving]

You're not allowed to regret this tomorrow, Emily.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

...I won't.

[burgercraving]

And there's nothing wrong with sex or enjoying it.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[laughs a little]

I never said that there was.

[burgercraving]

Then what the fuck did dirty mean?

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[...almost wants to bring up the no-talking rule because this isn't easy to explain]

...it wasn't the physical stuff. I mean, there are some things I'm not ready for just yet, but that's not what that was about.

[burgercraving]

...

Ugh, whatever.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

Just listen, okay?

I like you, Santana. I like you a lot actually. But at the time, I felt like... you wanted me not to. Or at least wanted me to act like I didn't but kiss you anyway.

And I think that was what really got to me. I didn't want it to not mean anything, and I don't want to have to pretend I don't feel the way I do.

[burgercraving]

... You don't know what I was thinking.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

No, I don't. And I won't unless you tell me.

[burgercraving]

...

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

You don't have to. But if you ever want to tell me anything, I'll listen.

[burgercraving]

I want to fool around, okay?

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[this time she gets to do the dotting]

...

[burgercraving]

[leans back with a huff]

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[sigh] We're not very good at not talking, are we?

[burgercraving]

...

You're fine at it.

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

Oh?

[burgercraving]

Are you going to kiss me or do I have to introduce you to bondage tonight, too?

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[this would be a no to the bondage]

[burgercraving]

[rolls her hips into Emily and tries to push her down, so her elbow is no longer holding her up]

[ladycoderring.livejournal.com]

[yeah, okay fine, they can lay down]

[burgercraving]

God, you're so fucking hot.